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Strength Through Common Suffering

by ILL CONTENT

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1.
Empty World 02:55
Bleak, this world of shit I can’t believe There’s nothing more I hate to admit Promise, all of it lies we’ve been deceived The horrors I view through these tired eyes Stuck in this empty world Stuck in this empty world Stuck in this empty world We’re stuck in this empty world of shit Hope no we are fucked the damage is done No going back we’re hopelessly stuck Tragic our days are filled the moments we’ve lived Cannot be erased my blood has spilled Stuck in this empty world Stuck in this empty world Stuck in this empty world We’re stuck in this empty world of shit We live inside an empty world that is all our own We have no one to talk to, we have nowhere to go We have no need to live, we have no need to cry The only thing that there is left for us to do is die
2.
ILL CONTENT 02:36
Never happy where I am, never satisfied Never seem to have enough, to fill the void inside Never want what I can have, gimmie what you’ve got Always need a little more, gotta have a lot Ill Content – Life’s a bore Ill Content – Gotta have more Ill Content – Not satisfied Ill Content – Dead inside Never happy where I am, never satisfied Never seem to have enough, to fill the void inside Never want what I can have, gimmie what you’ve got Always need a little more, gotta have a lot I don’t like who I am I don’t like what I’ve got I don’t like where I’ve been I don’t like my stupid friends I don’t like my family I don’t like this misery I don’t like my stupid life Sick of how I feel inside Ill Content – Life is shit Ill Content – Sick of it Ill Content – I see red Ill Content – Better off dead
3.
The black hand of death Grips me with desire My life is only ashes Waiting for the fire As I drawl the blade Swiftly through my skin Crimson tears promise me A new life will begin No longer forced to suffer this eternity of pain I close my eyes forever, finally nothing shall remain The memories of misery and darkness slowly pass The sweet embrace of victory has truly come at last The unrelenting terror no longer shall persist In this shitty world I cannot exist Released for my agony, blessed as can be With my final breath, I have been set free
4.
Broken 03:40
Closed the door on everyone, shut the world outside They just seemed so different, than how I felt inside No one understands me, they don’t even care If I live or die, watch me disappear Inside the darkness of my blackened heart Your brutal acts have torn my world apart I can’t escape, the damage is done My life has died, before it’s begun I’m broken I’m broken can’t fix me The little lights inside my eyes are now as black as coal Reflections of the agony and anguish of my soul Walls of seething anger have built my room of pain I can’t bear to carry this misery and shame
5.
Everyday’s another day Time is slipping fast People come and people go Things they never last Enjoy your life here and now Soon it will be gone The legacy that you create Is all that carries on The things we love will one day turn to dust Along with those four words in god we trust Everything that ever was will slowly fade away That is why I’m making sure I’m living for today No matter has happened, I don’t ever sweat When it’s time for me to go I’ll never have regret Just for today I’ll do what I can Just for today I’ll understand Just for today I’ll have no fear Just for today I’ll show I care
6.
You have some nerve, to call me your son You were never there, to me you are no one I was alive, to you I didn’t exist The only attention was the back of your fist Why were you my father, why did you not care Was it your addiction, were you filled with fear Why did you not want me, was I your mistake Can’t you see me hurting, my heart it fucking breaks When you’re around, I feel I’m invisible You don’t understand why I’m always so miserable You gave me this life, then you left me to die Why was I born, can you please tell me why Why were you my father, why did you not care Was it your addiction, were you filled with fear Why did you not want me, was I your mistake Can’t you see me hurting, my heart it fucking breaks My heart it fucking breaks My heart it fucking breaks My heart it fucking breaks My heart it fucking breaks Why daddy why, please tell me why Sometimes I want to live, sometimes I want to die Why daddy why, please tell me why Sometimes I want to live, sometimes I want to die
7.
I heard that you were talking just the other day Tell me what you’re feeling, I’d really wish you’d say It seems that I am always the last to hear your crap Now you’ve gone too far, and I am going to snap For your sake, I hope you see me coming And if you do, you’d better start running Cause you can’t hide, there’s no place My fist your face My fist your face At first it didn’t bother me, so I let it go But now I’m gonna hurt you Thought you’d like to know You may think it’s funny We’ll see who’s laughing last I’ll be the one who’s laughing When I kick your fucking ass For your sake, I hope you see me coming And if you do, you’d better start running Cause you can’t hide, there’s no place My fist your face My fist your face
8.
The Shadow 02:40
I have felt the shadows Of my darkest fear Slowly descend upon me They ever are so near Writhing in my torment The terror in my mind The twitching of my fingers The shiver up my spine I can feel them in my dreams No one hears my silent screams They arrive when darkness falls Only I can hear their calls To the grave of death, take my final breath I feel their gaze upon me apparitions’ cold and black Drawing ever closer preparing for attack Silently I struggle in my private little hell They’re coming to collect the soul I had to sell
9.
Endless Pain 03:04
Embrace the endless pain It’ll never go away No matter how you try It’ll haunt you every day When I try to piece together all the fragments of my mind When I glimpse the past that I had hoped to leave behind It brings up something deep inside that I don’t want to see The battered tortured image of the boy I used to be As the days go past, as I live my life The decisions I make, are they wrong or right As I look back, do I have regret And if I do, what have I learned yet Embrace the endless pain It’ll never go away No matter how you try It’ll haunt you every day For as long as I remember, I had felt so torn inside Could not relate to others, through my anger I would hide Behind a wall of total isolation I had fled Sometimes the bitter feelings, made me wish that I was dead As the days go past, as I live my life The decisions I make, are they wrong or right As I look back, do I have regret And if I do, what have I learned yet EMBRACE THE ENDLESS PAIN

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Tracked live to tape November 2011 by Bart Thurber "House of Faith" Oakland CA. Cover artwork by Elctric Wasteland

All Music written by Moleek Busby and Von Amon, All Lyrics by Doug Dillon except music for the intro on Broken by Dave Gutierrez (Lethal Aggression)

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released December 21, 2012

Doug Dillon - Vox
Von Amon - Stix
Moleek Busby - Guitar
Falko Bolt - Bass

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